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| i know there is at least one person out there who would want me to be happy. honestly i know that. but there are times when i don't feel it.
there are loneliness everywhere. i thought of Mr. Darcy, and it made me ask, where is he? where is Mr. Darcy? it even took Lizzy some effort before finding out the real side Darcy
then it hits me.. what i miss is to have someone that would understand me. so who out there really understand me? I can name 2 person, did i imagine them? am i willing to make believe to have someone that would understand me?
I rmb those hurtful comments half a dozen of months ago. those tearful comments that proved to me how there are plainly many many ppl that u spend many and many years with, yet they have no idea who u are inside.
to me, they just plainly don't have the capacity to understand who i am as a person. the persistence to crack my shell!!
ask urself, who are the closest people to you? ur parents? siblings? bf? gf? best friend?
do u know them? do u know who they REALLY are?
and DO THEY KNOW [YOU]??
so put down those pride and those prejudice, open ur mind, open ur eyes. hopefully that would lead to the opening of ur heart. |
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very touching.
i have asked many friends.
but seem like they all gave me the answer of " you can't be friends with ur ex "
i used to ask why not. now i know.. yet i am not satisfy.
how do u deal with the 'forever gone'?
this world is not as huge as it seems. but across the oceans still remains to be across the ocean. sigh.
i remember when i was in grade 3, a classmate had to immigrate to Canada. I cried my eyes out after i went home. my mom couldn't make me stop. I just sat in front of the window and cried till sunset.
when it was my turn to leave, i didn't find it as hard. my brain didn't even store the time period before i left. my memory just poped to the start of settling in Canada. weird
life before that time are unknown to me.. i just remember some scatter pieces
am i to assume that this will happen to all those EX factors??? if i try enough, will they all become a blur? lol.. i am NOT trying. nope not at all |
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